more and more...it just keeps coming
2002-08-11 ~ 6:22 a.m.

shit, i can't keep up...

but i can't forget these things.

i am starving...argh

okay, so i found kuhlman again...go figure.

and from there i had to go to hebrews.

only two passages. one i intended to find...and one i found inadvertently and thought i would throw in for you.

11:5

by faith enoch was translated that he should not see death, and was not found, because god had translated him; for before his translation he had this testimony, that he pleased god. 6 but without faith it is impossible to please him; for he that cometh to god must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

did "translate" throw ya? rawr

it is a reference to genesis...*yawn* who begot who and when. blech

but the refernce ties in to enoch having methuselah, as after that enoch walked with god.

i digress...sort of

i went looking for another verse in hebrews...11:33,34

yet another "fear not" verse..with an odd twist. i will have to research this beyond the internet's capabilities. perhaps i shall call in a kuehl. then again, perhaps not.

i was going to keep going...but i stopped.

the vastness of this gulf makes me want to whimper.

and i do not think it accurate to call me weak...but alas, i am vain.

bah!

on the flip side...

i have been sputtering lately...kinda like a short circuit. so i went to the source and asked about it...and got an ass kicking.

there is a sudden, overwhelmingly strong compulsion...it can scare people, even non-jumpy people. and i know better than to question it...ever again. and i must remember that i have to constantly ask and praise...

and man is it ever hard for me...

and i wonder if it is worth it.

but something hits me hard in the back of the head and reminds me that it is.

even if it is only important...only relevant...for one person.

i think that should make a difference...i believe in that much.

well...i have gone from my surname to futhark to the book of deer to hebrews and back again....

i am going to go hide the knives, make some choclate milk and eat some eggs now.

and if i am still in energizer bunny mode...then we shall see.

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