much love to you
2002-10-21 ~ 7:09 p.m.

you thought i was finished? hahaha

so...the swarming bees as a sign? i will do my own research and see what i can find. oh boy...something to do!

i still have to make that damn phone call...shit. i got distracted by a quick trip to the eye doctor...though i can see again! i am holding the phone...i am going to do it...in a minute. i am chicken...bahahaha.

so anyway...today was a day of reuniting.

i never knew the whole story. i never really questioned beyond the obvious.

i believed what ash told me, why wouldn't i? of course, i didn't know what had been said to everyone else. there was a lot i didn't know. and frankly, none of it matters anymore.

i have learned a lot in the last year, in the last few weeks...

about love, apathy, friendship...what it all means.

so things were too hard as it was, why throw even more shit on top? oh dear...not more complications.

and so today...i just casually reached out and tapped her on the shoulder. i said hello softly, i apologized. she apologized. a lot of time has passed, a lot of things have changed. but the words "much love to you" have never lost meaning or value...and they never will. i am beyond grateful for hearing that again.

so, thank you dionne...it was nice to talk to you again. much love to you.

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