running off...in to the night
2002-11-22 ~ 1:52 a.m.

i was going to bed...and got sidetracked, or derailed or something...

the fence building did not go as planned. me, trying to lift a 6X6 fence panel by myself was just plain funny. apparently, my arms are just not that long.

mel came by, tired from the day. i sent her home with food...and cookies i baked. maybe it will help a little. cause sometimes it is the little things. the little things and hugs.

i am in from the birthday celebration of hester...what fun!

and i wore my "straightest outfit" too...so much for that! next time you get jeans and chains and metal and my leather jacket.

and yeah tammy...she is a cutie. how funny.

so dinner plans for next week with a hester and an andy and a brent.

taking brent to the lesbian bar to fulfill his fantasies...and sucker him in to paying half the rent around here. *grin*

it was good to see him...

and tammy.

tammy seems to have a good outlook. we all need to do stuff more often. with alcohol, of course.

they are all missed.

and so...a trip to potter city. anyone wanna go? it will be a fast trip...involving "christmas on the square", working, riding horses and the burning of pastures. we shall see.

for now, i came home...talking with the mouse. signed on and talked to a comrade...and i am sorry about the whole ride thing...we will work something out.

took the pill and am going to bed now.

there is too much in my head to explain...and my hand is reaching for my drawer.

let's see if i can beat it to bed before i travel down that well-beaten path.

ahhh...maybe just one step?

sweet release...

driving home, every light i hit was yellow...and it reminded me of "the drag". hitting the roof of the car every time, "yellow light...see your lover tonight" all of us. all of it, thoughts of home. well...the three steps that lead to a home that is no more. tracy chapman was playing. memories on top of memories.

remember the night we were riding around with tosh (?) and pancho and we picked up the girl who was running away?

*fast car*

i sometimes catch myself wondering whatever happened to her...

right now i feel like i am ...

diagonally parked in a parallel universe.

and damn if my hand didn't find that drawer.

i am all over the place tonight...catch me if you can.

*running off in to the night*

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