treading water
2003-02-12 ~ 4:00 a.m.

dear inquiring minds,

yes, i know you are wondering...

no, i have no idea what i am doing.

don't bother asking me.

right now it fees okay to not know. and i am fine with that.

sincerely,

myself

=/=

in other news...i am shivering and trying to not show it. hoping against hope that chocolate milk and cheese crackers will quell the uprising. too much family stuff. too much stuff.

and damn, it is difficult to process when there is a distraction everywhere i put my head and hands. if only it weren't such an enjoyable distraction.

as we skyrocket recklessly towards march, i am going to try to stay above water and hope for the best.

this time last year was the turning point. i am hoping it is one this year as well. in another direction, of course.

i am calmed by the thought that i took the blue pill in time. now i just need to wait for it to work and get changed for bed.

have a good night. i will have something to say soon...

"just make sure i'm around when you've finally got something to say..."

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