the gas bill
2003-03-05 ~ 4:42 p.m.

last night i was really fucked up...and that last cig almost made me green...but i kept it all like a pro. woke up coughing...and i have determined that xanax doubles as cough syrup in a pinch.

today last year i went a little more insane...two years ago today i went to work.

this year...i paid the gas bill.

the latter is most amazing.

doing whatever it takes.

i am exhausted and i want to hide...

i want to do something...

that is all i've got.

i am only updating so ya know i am around.

i am going to clean the kitchen and look under my bed for missing sweaters.

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