life as a stage
2003-08-18 ~ 11:49 p.m.

just fucking let me have this. this one place. this one entry. let it just be mine.

let me own it like the feelings i can't own.

sometimes even when you see the bat swinging, you still don't duck.

we should all listen to billy sing 'zero' now.

and i could explain. i really could.

but there is just no fucking point.

all i ever really wanted was to be invisible. to fade in to the backdrop of a stage someone else would star on.

the stage is empty.

and i am thinking about visiting home.

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