unremarkable
2004-05-20 ~ 3:09 a.m.

can't sleep tonight. not even trying really.

leave it out of focus.

i do think it is odd that doc cancelled on me, that is not a common occurence. i hope all is well.

anyway...

i am listening to fleetwood mac and sometimes it makes me sad. othertimes are other things.

funniest thing i have thought in the last hours..."well, she is lean...but they are still trimming..."

don't know about that one really. have no idea. i think it somehow related to the dolls in the garage. dolls...not dolls. barbies. for real.

i wonder how your sleep is.

mine has been troubled of late. been dreaming about her every night. disjointed and fractured dreams that are wiped clean with the sun.

i am...just thoughtful.

not true entirely, scared shitless most days by something i can't quite identify but which is certainly real.

but that is another story i suppose.

or a series. whatever.

it's late...later even than it was when i started this.

i'm always gripping both sides of this row-boat.

i can see anger, therefore i must be sad on the see-saw.

nothing new here, really at all.

"the last line should always be remarkable, and should..."

remarkable.

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