late nights
2004-11-11 ~ 4:24 a.m.

so i was just sitting here... throwing coins and doing comparisons and reading paragraphs and listening to the indigo girls. just hanging out, doing stuff.

then i realized it is almost 5 am again.

and i am really tired and my back isn't moving at all now.

but of course my mind is just full of ideas.

fabulous and colorful ideas.

i'm confusing tag lines with speech.

i can't even explain why the floor is sticky, my clothes are sticky... why i had to mirror every page i got with a 'clean' one... why i am even sitting here right now, in this here and now at all... for that matter. but back to my point...i am going to have to clean the walls first. then the dishes.

and i have not bounced enough at all today. no kidding.

all kinds of thoughts....

time for xanax.

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