new sheets
2002-07-09 ~ 8:11 a.m.

tired...beyond tired.

can't sleep....just sit here.

think about things, lots of things.

this day is not going well at all.

i should have been asleep hours ago,

sleeping.

but no, not me.

no sleep for the wicked.

but i'm really not wicked at all.

though i try sometimes.

i bought you something from one of my favorite little stores. it is small, but there is much meaning to it.

i hope you like it.

i hate to shop...for myself. love to shop for other people, would prefer to shop with other people's money. oh well

can't have everything i guess.

look! i still have my sense of humor.

that is good...cause the crash will come soon. and i will zone like the dead...and i might wake up today. just maybe.

i want lucky charms. alrighty then.

lucky charms it is.

i think i have some weird calcium deficiency thing going on. i keep craving stuff with milk. maybe it is just milk. but i don't like just milk. i like chocalate milk though. but not chocoalte milk with cereal in it. no chocolate with, in or made into cereal. yuck. i kinda want peanut butter and crackers, but i can't cause of the thing in the tongue...ewwwww

i don't feel very good at all.

i know i need to sleep...i know i do.

but i can't...or i won't...not sure which. could be both or neither, or just one. but i am fighting sleep like hell, even as i call for it. cause there is no rest in sleep for me. i wake up exhausted and spent, like i already ran the day's marathon. and i know i am thrashing in the bed...the sheet is sideways now. that bugs me, i need to fix that.

i need new sheets. gizmo ate these. mom still has some money for me to get a birthday present with. i was going to use it on bills, but maybe i could get new sheets. that would be nice.

i am bitterly tired and getting colder. things are breaking down here. the garbage disposal, the lights in my bathroom...i have to fix these things. and get new sheets.

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