so like...ummm
2002-07-30 ~ 1:37 p.m.

if i had red clicky shoes and i clicked the heels together, i wonder if i would be transported via time warp to a place i call home?

like i would ever be caught in red clicky shoes to test that.

i want smoke...smokage...lung destruction...mmmm, mmmm yummy

i need to call a boy about his dad, maybe timmy needs a hug.

maybe i need a hug.

and a shower....

and animal sex....

and "fill the ravenous void" kind of food stuff....

and some decent music....

and i need some freaking sleep too, but hey...don't want to ask for too much.

the meds are bad...i need to call cody.

i went off everything for a few days...and came to realize through the lifting fog, that neurontin and i disagree. i NEED the ssri like i need to breathe, can't function without it....but the neurontin is making me neurotic, more neurotic. can't sleep, wired...mind won't stop...no more neurontin for this cowboy. Nope.

no insurance for new meds....so i shall make do. i think it will be fine. i am not worried today.

but mel might be here soon...apparently with the plan to take me out to dinner. wow...someone is gonna take me to dinner. i best not say a word to Dappr, i would lose my butch card sure enough for this.

hehehehe

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