witness describes snake bite
2002-10-22 ~ 2:52 a.m.

so i was thinking, which tends to often lead nowhere...

and i ended up back here.

and i am typing and backspacing...again.

only this time, it has nothing to do with all the damn 'diary drama'...

it is because i have no idea what to say. how to say what i feel. what to even feel. and to think that i might be able to explain it in words is foolish.

and i...yes, i am the biggest fool of them all. should i even bother pretending?

distraction...pretty baubles...i am smoking too much...but i am so fucking determined that i am even starting to scare myself. it is all so long overdue.

i had almost shut down and battened up before i recieved an urgent update...

there has been an altercation...

whereupon our young heroine, the mouse, has obtained a snake bite. our witness has to say "...it looked deceptively like a hickie..."

it may, or may not, be fatal.

news is sketchy and vague.

our last update was that the mouse had evaded all moves and escaped cleanly.

what a shocking and dismal turn of events.

in other news...

there is this big soft thing in that end room...and i am going there soon.

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