tonguing the straw
2002-10-24 ~ 7:53 p.m.

things are slightly more clear right at this moment...though elsewhere in DFW visibility is still way reduced.

i am finding something. perhaps i already have found it, or always had it...and had forgotten. regardless, it is coming back.

i am reading a book that three months ago would have ripped me apart. just a little work of fiction. paranoia can be reassuring at times, a security. it can make you hyper-aware, etc. but what a burden it can/has become. an illness, for sure. needing a host. and my fight this round is over. i win, it has been called. just like that.

there is another game outside right now...being played. and while i have enjoyed watching it tremendously...i stutter when suddenly dropped in to the rush of oncoming linebackers.

the really funny part? i don't even have the ball.

and dude...i had forgotten that she tongued your straw and sucked on the cherry. once again, i am in awe.

yet now i recall that there something in the air with that last night...cause mouse tongued my shot, which you ended up taking...hahah.

and for all those feeling out of the loop on this one...hot bartender/singer chick...has sexy voice mail, according to my comrade.

well, we both deserve a drink cause we both made the calls...we are rockstars.

hell yeah.

*coughing and lighting another cig*

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