i am on fire
2002-11-01 ~ 5:45 a.m.

it has been a long 4 + hours...

i have never gottenh so noticably sick in such a time period before...

i went from this funny feeling of "my throat is on fire, i am coughy and achy" all the way to riding the crest of a 102+ temperature...to "i am on fire".

burning up, lucid dream after lucid dream...sirens woke me up...

sheets twisted and tangled and damp...

switched from the expectorant to a nice cough suppressant and took some nyquil. who else here knows that delsym is the best mother fucking cough syrup in the world? i could drink that stuff like pepto bismol.

at this point, the whole world could roll off it's axis and i will hopefully be sleeping and too drugged to care.

and no, i have no idea what this means for therapy...but i only have about three hours to figure it all out.

if she can't get a ride with someone else, which she is probably planning to do anyway...she can take the motherfucking truck i suppose, so long as she brings it back in time for the post office...cause i am getting the distinct feeling that my chest is all fucked up and ain't leaving this house today except to go to the bank and the post office...and hell, even that is sketchy at this point.

wow, i haven't been this sick in so long i didn't remember the feeling.

i need to go back to bed...or sleep on the couch...or do something that is me laying flat and still and floating this fever out with the proper meds and rest.

i need hugs, dammitt!!!!!!

and someone to come snuggle with me and bring me juice with bendy straws and remind to take more medicine...

or, better yet...i can go watch late night TV and drift away on a lucid dream or twenty...

how are you feeling?

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