whatthefuckever and a good turn for a change
2002-12-07 ~ 2:31 a.m.

awww jim...thank you!! *grin*

tonight was friday night...which meant happy hour...

and what an interesting night it was...

what an interesting day.

just when i think i couldn't possibly learn anything new and shocking about 'that' situation...i do.

go fucking figure, eh?

but this time...i could truly care less. there was a time when it would have cut me deeper than my knives ever could...but you crossed that line months ago, i just never enforced the boundaries. well...i am wearing a fucking cop uniform now. and this is a hell of a lot worse than a speeding ticket for going 16 in a 10...

ya know...if you are going to lie...don't fucking lie to me. cause i will know. you have no idea the things i know...the shit that could fall. i was sadly underestimated...

and yes, my 'lil duck'...it was worlds of hurt. and sorry for it all i am. oh yeah.

and yet i don't hurt at all now. not after the past few weeks/months. not after life has taken the time to teach me such valuable lessons.

enough, i have spent too much time there anyway...

so this weekend...er, monday or whenever...

there will be a roommate moving in with me...yep.

we call her "little karla...karla #2...new karla"...

and so it will be a house of carla's...

and what fun it shall be!!

we will make up interpretive dances and share space...

this all happened this afternoon/evening, prior to the bar...

and deciding the birthday party for mindy will be here monday night...

with more than just several people invited...and i will bake the cake.

i sure am spending a lot of time in the kitchen lately...being all domestic and shit.

cooking dinner, making the cofee, baking cookies...

is there anything i can't do?

*thinking*

nope, not really.

tomorrow i have to get my ass in to gear and take care of a bunch of stuff...need to make all kinds of room.

lots to do, lots to be done, lots to dream about doing...

and in case you didn't know...

i finished up the resume and submitted it...and we shall see what happens. and my plans are to get the job and finish nursing school. there ya have it. since you probably didn't know.

kindred spirits, eh? *smile* i haven't heard that term in years.

i am in a good place...and i meant what i said.

so now i am going to dream drunken dreams...

good, wholesome, pure drunken dreams.

kind of like dancing with a chaplain in the mirror...? *grin* you go, girl!

and yes ma'am, healthy boundaries everywhere but the dance floor and the bedroom, right? and i am taking care of myself. i really am. eyebrow included. with the people in my life now...people who really give a damn...i would get my ass kicked if i weren't.

and as for my disposition, i don't want to talk about it. what is bugging me...don't want to talk about that either. nope...maybe later. maybe not then.

i am not going to ruin a perfectly good buzz on that.

and yes comrade...the strappy heels were very fucking nice.

"fucking nice", indeed.

sorry if my eyes were averted.

i was busy drinking...

drinking in the other scenery.

it might have been a 'rough crowd' but i managed to have plenty to look at...

night*

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