happy hump day
2003-01-29 ~ 2:52 p.m.

i slept...

had to fight the urge to just get up after i woke up at 8...but i did it.

and i slept.

and i woke up on the edge. stumbled in here, half wasted from the dreamscape.

and i read. read about her happiness and her misery, then i read of you and wondered of those things you will never know anything of. the things i know, more than anyone i am guessing...and that i love you anyway. and how you will never get it.

and then i read a note from yet another "her"...and i smiled.

now i will go to run errands and prepare myself for the consumption of enough 75 cent wells that i go broke.

because the confusion seems to be widespread...i am going to do a very memorable upate, with names, very soon.

i am almost being taunted to do it.

and why not? why not the shatter the remaining vestiges of a veil that should never have been mine to wear?

it would be a perfect neighborhood if all the garden hoses did not turn into snakes, and the neighbors were real.

so tell me...how lost are you?

and yes..."if i didn't know you were crazy, that would be funny"...

i am off to shower and find some clothes in my closet somewhere...

i feel the need for metal.

ah! guestbook love!

mel- yes, yes i did...it was just now time. i don't know what i am doing? what are you doing?

dave- thankfully, the coolnes of comrade, mouse and emer saved the world from the catastrophic black hole of geekdom that would surely have blossomed from our brief meeting. it was a pleasure! how is the game?

hester- jail...hehehe. oh! i could get a tattoo! how is the voice? want to come drink the infection away with me?

michael- don't be disheartened. i think you did quite well.

*smiles*

i was supposed to run errands...ooops.

i might need to get gas...and i definitely need my script. i still have to run errands....shit.

and i still haven't spoken with my mother...dammitt.

i must go...

after one more smoke. i am not ready to go. i am going to listen to the fraggle rock theme song.

happy hump day.

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