its just puppy love...
2003-02-03 ~ 3:36 a.m.

sex and sweat and smeared blood stains...and i gave up on sheets over a week ago...

just things. those things. all kinds of things.

why am i so afraid?

what? no, don't speak. don't say those things to me. *putting a finger against your lips and pressing firmly*

the words fall limp like rag dolls and i am picking them up like i got sentenced to do community service. don't you see?

i thought of wishing you to be less beautiful...but rather than do the world that injustice, i would be blinded so as to not see it...to not be swayed. i think i need to put another quarter in.

and for the record, i am getting my game back...and then i am going to school you. oh yes, get your scantron and your blue book and prepare to be schooled.

motherfuckers think i don't love myself...i'll show you self-love. perhaps "show" is the wrong word? "shit man, i am working on it..."

okay, with that said...

the hot sexy bartender/singer chick is going to talk to the boss chick about the newlywed game. next thursday...dating game, newlywed game...fuck valentine's day goodies...

if they will allow it...then comrade and i are going to "get hitched up real quick (like when the game starts)", crack everyone up...make off with the prizes and then "get enulled".

but i will be dammed if it is my ass dressed up like a girl. you can borrow izzy's skirt and fake it. sexy, femme fatale mindy can give you advice.

oh yes...cameras will be involved.

updated the cast page...and that is all i've got.

"all the lights are changing...green to red..."

more random web cam loving...

who loves you??

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