the invitation left unopened
2003-02-18 ~ 4:49 p.m.

i tried...fingers grasping the ledge, nails splintering and breaking, blood oozing...i tried.

fell hard and crawled to my knees. i crouched in damp green, shivering in the cold. the cold that must precede the opening of the earth. the emergence.

that was my mother...blowing me off.

before i even got to ask her. i will try again tomorrow.

time to run errands and such.

...previously... ~ ...next...