the value of electricity
2003-03-10 ~ 4:25 p.m.

yes...my daily post(s)?

*sigh*

i have been neither here nor there...but over there. busy. occupied.

truth is...even if i had made the time, i have nothing to say. nothing to say....here.

this weekend was fun. grand fun. music and conversations and adult beverages. hazy smoke-filled nights ending in softness and curves...

last night (sunday) ws definitely the "dirty pillow" night...

8-ball (who now has a crush on coat girl) was drunk and flashing everyone...apparently so were hsb/sc and mexican girl. and we left early...mother fucker. we saw none of it...comrade got the play by play and will supply details.

i am going to put on other clothes and work in the yard...i need to be busy and filthy for a while.

today was a hard day...

today was a day of blood and guts and harsh words sweetened with the sickening thickness of honey...

fucking money. fucking electric bill. fucking people calling all the fucking time for the one fucking thing i don't have.

fuck.

so ... i have to make some arrangements.

sure. no problem.

shit.

applied for unemployment. needed the address of my last employer...so i pulled out one of the useless hundreds of business cards and read it off...

and i get unemployment now...but not in time, and not enough.

i find it funny that when all hell is breaking loose and you are tripping blindly stumbling without even a fucking candle...that one thing will suddenly just be right...

and it frustrates me that nothing else will follow suit.

any ideas on how one could come up with 562.30 by friday at 5 pm?

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