my bear has a name
2003-05-07 ~ 1:59 a.m.

sometimes i miss it and it hurts.

even though i never had it in the first place.

no one can make the screaming stop.

inside my head.

sometimes i am amazed to realize that i smoke.

sometimes it is very hard to not go hide in the tree or dig for knives.

i can be very good.

the hardest thing is when you have it in two views...and there is the bloody knuckle rampage through the head to get out first...

and you end up with me. and i can't talk. cause they took my voice away.

and there are things to be said and do and i can't do them...and i can't explain.

and i can't remember how to make "b" and i can't stop shivering.

why don't i work right?

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