matter and energy
2003-11-02 ~ 3:16 p.m.

did you dress up for halloween?

did you eat too much candy?

where were all the trick-or-treaters??

i had a nice halloween.

i am no longer a pierced freak.

it took no time to close up and start to heal.

i miss it, but i like it this way.

i did it on my own terms when i was ready...and i was.

and maybe it was about scars and cutting and letting it go...

but maybe i just wanted to truly remember what it was like to kiss someone without a distraction.

when nothing turns out the way you planned...when everything becomes more clear...when you finally see something differently and realize you actually can cleave to something else...(cleave as an intransitive verb)

i have come to recognize from my own experience that what i just described is not all we might have dreamed it might be...it is just the way life is. and part of me wants to further that and say that it is slipping back in to the stream of 'the flow'.

beautiful, fragile, fierce, vulnerable and forever changing.

our world is matter and energy and constant flow.

deja-vu and ghosts and signs. pay attention.

have a good day.

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