broken down
2004-06-29 ~ 12:30 a.m.

i've noticed something missing too. not going to be fixing it here. my new layout for another site is almost done.

in other news.

barbeque is damn good.

psychic hester is good.

codependancy is a problem shared by many.

walking home from the ranch in the mud is bad.

hollering and getting drunk is not going to help that situation.

neither is just going to bed.

it won't be long now though. i will be on the up and up, on the frontlines, yelling and getting shit done. i think.

i'm sorry i am not answering my phone. for anyone. today.

i have had it. almost told hester to not mail that payment. ha.

today i slept all day. i needed it.

tomorrow might not be different, but i imagine i will be busy.

things are. and i accept that reality.

have a cookie.

i am going to have nightmares again i think.

but things get better. that is what they say.

why i still believe them, i don't know...but i do.

stupid human fool that i am.

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