pre-manufactured days
2005-06-07 ~ 10:26 p.m.

i celebrated 'earth-tone tuesday' by not falling asleep during training.

"i'll follow you down, but that not far" was on the radio driving home.

so now i am listening to older gin blossoms... feeling the present and hearing the past.

camel bucks. so funny.

how the world goes round and we all go round on it.

tonight i don't recognize my hands. i am just tired.

tomorrow i will be working over with jim and ar-mitty and that will be better than the cram sessions in the lab recently.

this training structure really doesn't work for me, but i am not sure what to do about it yet. just wait and see for now.

i wish i could type out some other things, but i just can't. i will have to forgive myself for it later, because i have quit writing almost entirely. drawing more, but it's not at all the same.

tonight i really am going to sleep early...i'm not just saying that, i hope.

no more.

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