no no no no no....

FUCK!!!!!!!!!

trey came over to work on the presentation cause i promised we would have it done before he had to go back to work...

and his won't start without a jump so he is planning to stay the night.

oh god, how do i even begin to explain?

this can't happen...shit, shit, shit.

i need saving. not that it will happen, but i really do.

even though i sleep on the couch...even though i distance myself completely inside...this is not what i need today.

at least mrs. winterbourne is on and i can watch that for a while...and just maybe all the rifts and cracks won't show and everything will be just fine.

but this is me...and i really need some fucking estrogen right about now.

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